I've refrained from commenting as we've already talked about it but ..

I'll start with a little tale.

One of the things that I admired about an open source friend I have was that when he was made redundant, he too asked for donations with one caveat, he promised to pay each and every, dollar in this case, back when he could. Took him a little while but every donation he received to tide him along until he found a job was paid back. Mucho-admiration for that. I even donated and if you ask my friends how tight I am you would be as shocked as they were (I donated the money afterwards to a children's charity rather than accept it back).

Anyway, take this as an opportunity to find the job of your dreams. Keep it professional, search hard and I'm sure you find something that suits both you and your skills.

Good luck!