english is my second language. im not panicking neither am i worried. yes i love my n900.... if you read my previous post you will see that im developing for the n900. i was just stating on how i FELT when i heard the news..... by the way nokia is closed to the public but not all of nokia staff leaves the building. some do work on projects that requires time on satdays and sundays and yes i do have a number or two to contact people on. you read my previous posts you will notice that i have bought or recieved all the latest phone on the market... yes i do have them all..... and like i said in previous posts.... the n900 is what i use everyday... peace CN