I'm not sure you even know how to use Maemo 5. No, sorry, scratch that. I'm not sure you're even using Maemo 5. What is all this clicking and bouncing around you're doing? (That was rhetorical; please don't answer) Dude, you never have to go to the desktop if you don't want to. And dude, we never go to the app manager because we know what we're doing. But dude, do the right thing and learn how to customize and optimize your primary desktop. [hint: NO "running" widgets] May the force be with you.